Before I was diagnosed, I thought I was the worst mom ever. I would start my day feeling pretty good but about an hour into my day, I started to decline. This is still the case but now I understand why and I realize I'm basically fighting a losing battle with myself. Everyday it's still the same. I start my day feeling okay and then feel myself start to decline right after I do school drop off. After doing all of my mommy duties and taking a break for lunch, I am excited to get the kids and do some fun activities. I pump myself up and get everything ready before pickup. They come home and the demands and arguing start. Snacks? Bath time? Who had the pony first? I feel myself starting to decline again but there is no break for me now. The drowning starts. I still try to continue with the fun activity I had planned but it becomes more challenging. By the time dinner needs to be started, I feel like I'm just barely holding on. They want me to play a game or do another activi